Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Monday, September 26, 2005
it's a new week again
i went clubbing yesterday... and i came back.. sober!! muAhaha.. clap clap for me. actually that's just because i reached there late, at 1.30 a.m. ngek ngeks... a girl dropped drunk cos she reached before 12 am. i'm so smart!! wakakak...actually *again* it wasn't because of my cunning plan to reach late. it's cos my darling had things to do, so he couldnt reach any earlier. but what the heck...to entertain myself, i made full use of his phone. to cam-whore :p i'm fuLL of craps.
i don't know what else to do in my room. no one was online to chat with me and i was damn bored... sigh. forgive me. i just take n take n take pics.. that's the use of camera phones rite?? the stupid thing is i keep on taking pics with the same type of pose. hahah boring n not creative at all. as you can see, they look almost the same. argh, screw it.
i was sober yesterday, true. but i betrayed myself by saying crap stuff to my bf. i actually told him, "it's going to be our 3 month anni in 10 days time. if you don't love me, dump me before it's 3 months we're together" arGHh... i'm so stupid. *knocks head* he must be thinking what kind of idiot i am. if you're a guy, what would u think?? hMmmm...
happy news: i worked for month already! this is the last weekend... i can submit my punchcard tomorrow. and punchcard=pay!! i'm still saving for my handphone.. *soBs*
another happy news: darling's off-day tomorrow! we can go movie and dinner and spend my whole day with him; after college of course. yiPpee
Saturday, September 24, 2005
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
makes me wonder
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Saturday, September 03, 2005
omg... i'm so screwed today. i feel so so terrible now... i'm damn guilty this time. just came home from yam cha-ing with my darlin n his frens despite of my heavy workload waiting at home. after having a drink with his frens, we passed by oug so i decided to call kah mun to see if we could meet up with her. it was dreadful to go home, as usual. i just wanted to hang out longer before going home and continuing with my work. never thought worse things can happen. when we stopped by at the road side to call kah mun, my bf asked me to change place with him cos he dun feel like driving. i wish he didn't say that. you guys could predict what i'm going to say next right?? i didn't know y i can be so careless. i drove his car many many times before but this time i damaged his car because of a stupid bomba pipe.. was doing a side parking and he helped me to watch the back. none of us realised there's a bomba pipe at the back. i'm so careless!! i should've noticed that stupid thing there before i do reverse parking... to make me feel worse, he's not angry. if only he scold me or something, i could feel a little better. why isn't he angry? his boot is dented!! i'm evil, cos at the same time i'm happy he thinks i'm more important than his car. he thinks that the car is only a material thing, i shouldn't be upset over things like that. how can i not be upset?? he trusted me with his car all this while, and suddenly i knocked his car against a bomba pipe! there goes the trust... although he said he'll still let me drive. *sobs*