Sunday, January 22, 2006
Saturday, January 14, 2006
today i've spent most of my time going back and forth between few places. i'm so damn sleep now but there's something i wanna blog down. it's seriously tiring today. i have classes from 10 to 1 pm. after that, went and have lunch with kah mun till 4 p.m. then drove to the Curve to see how's darling doing. and at 6, rushed over to damansara intan for some job interview. have dinner with him in ss2 and walked around the Curve after that. hang out till it was 9... next was to yam cha in ss2 with jamie, hor yan and suet li. finally, drive my car home and darling fetched me to aym cha with his friends till 1 a.m. i'm dead by now..almost.
look at this flow chart for my journey today.
HOME---> college (PJ)---> OUG ---> Curve ---> damansara intan ---> ss2 ---> Curve ---> ss2 ---> home ----> KL (jln brunei) ---> home...
i'm seriously almost dead by now. damn... anyway. the reason i wanted to blog is... something upset me during the yam cha session in KL with his friends. we were chatting away and he told them that he might be transferred to sabah for the new branch. then one of them said "oh no, sam (that's me) will be very cham lor". i got sad. then as they discuss further...they asked him bout his car and everything he has here... my bf jokingly asked who wanna buy over his car. then another guy said "then ur gf ler? wat bout her?" i got even sadder. my bf said that he wants to bring me to sabah as well. this girl then said "she study here one wor, how is it possible?. i got super duper sad. some of you might not get what i meant accurately. my point was not to blame his friends for saying things that upset me. actually, it weren't really them. i'm upset because of the fact that they're right. what about me? everything that they said were all the things that i'm worried about when i found out bout this. i was upset at the FACT.
why is it that everytime i date a person...it's either he's not suitable for me OR he's really super duper nice and suitable BUT he's not going to stay in KL for long. it has happened once....he was really nice and really compatible but he's jsut too far. it's difficult. And now it's happening AGAIN.
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
college had started for a week already. the lecturers are ok (most of them). the subjects are boring. the timetable is weird and not balance. i have 6 subj..
- introduction to political science is really boring... and it's really political
- communication theory & research (CTR1) is mainly hardcore facts.
- communication for social and development is very much like CTR1, with the same lecturer...it's super confusing.
- marketing is erm..not bad. sound easy but lotsa facts. the lecturer...she's cute.
- thinking skills? there's no class for it yet
- bahasa malaysia...one word: SUX
remember i said my bf got transferred to Kl to work already? well, not much changes actually. just that i don't see him so often in the afternoon. during my last semester, i used to look for him in puchong after my class a few days a week because it's so near... but then now that it's so much further and due to the crazy jams in KL, i didn't go look for him. at first i thought it will be really hard, to adapt to it (seeing him less) and all.... i was partially wrong. it isn't that bad.. things were better than i expected. EXCEPT FOR WEEKENDS. last time, i get to eat with him and kacau him in work when i was working part time every sat n sun.
last week was hell for me, it's so boring in work! and honetly telling you, the working environment there is not really good. all those people there are busy body, they gossip alot and they stab one another from the back. i don't do that, mind you. i just keep my antenna high up to receive those juicy gossips but i don't transmit those news. even if i dun want to hear them, they will make sure i hear it. damN. but at least i get to hear some gossips to kill the boredom. human's nature!~ those people are getting most of their wages from commision. can't blame them. they fight for sales... verbally and emotionally. it's hectic. and i get the privillege of lying back and enjoy the drama *grins*
well, anyway...my point is. working is boring because i don't really wanna get in between those dramatic people but my bf is not around to accompany me anymore. that's why i rather not go out to eat... sigh. at least he makes it up for me... he makes sure his off-days are 100% for me and he asks me out for dinner after his work at 9pm sometimes. so that i get to see him, and so that i won't complain. ahhaha... but that's why it's more 'precious' to see him now. i only get to see him for 2 hours a few days once, and that 2 hours becomes really precious. then we wont get bored of seeing one another. right right?? argh..whatever. i killed half an hour by blogging.