just when i thought that life was about to get back on track because i tried to do something about it, God came and prove it to me that i will never get it my way. MEAN!
it's after many many times of trying to set everything back on track, trying to repair things here and there, maybe avoiding certain stuffs and breaking a few rules... the consequences would be a repaired-life. one that gets better than the previous and one that is meant to be the right way to happen.
it never happens... it just get worse. sO, a piece of miserable advice for my friends; DON'T bother changing your life. let it change you would be the easier and hassle-free way.