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curSed and cuRsEs...

i really wanted to start this entry with a nice tone.. so not to freak anyone out. but hECK nO! i NEARLY got into an AcCIDent today bcOS of some FReaKIng basTard-isH fuCker who doEsn't driveS prOperly! BAD enough that it was RAINING heavily, that mother-farker had to come out from his line suddenly and come into my lane when i was so SO near him! only bothered to put on the signal AFTER sticking half of his car into my laNE. harLOE? will it make any uSe? dO u go and give a person CPR after you know he's dead and stopped breathing? heLL NO! WHERE the rotten-hell he put his brains and eyes at?

the road was so slippery, luckily i didn't glide and lose control when i jam braked! aND bad enOUGH ...there's somEthing wrong my car after the accident last 2 days! to make thinGS from bad to woRse, right when i braked and turned my sterring a little to avoid him, i ran on a deep pot hole and lost control of my car. i swayed left and right... after the accident two days ago, my sterring was loose and i have to have a firm grip on it; or else i'll lose control of the car. i could've died there, yOu mORON! i slammed on my horn right before i lost control of the car, and he still has the guts to speed off when it's raining heavily. i hope he's one of those people who got admitted into hospital today for speedin and driving recklessly in heavy rain! i so wish he'll die. of all people...

i was so freaking scared... luckily college was just a road away. i drive in fear, slowly to the parkin lot. parked my car... called wendy that i'll be comin late a bit for class. stAyed in the car and started crying. i can't believe i was that scared, to the extend that i can end up crying in fear.

for heaven's sake, what have i done wrong? until i deserve all this? i already had 3 accidents in 2 months... and almost got into another one today? i haven't even settled the accident pass 2 days with the police and reports and summon, and god can't wait to get me into more accidents? plz... did i offend anyone? till someone has to hire a bomoh or witch to cast a spell on me?! put a curse that follows me till the day i die?

iRis's buRmese fOod parTy

iris's aunt came over to malaysia and she cooked for us burmese food. and... we're invited! hahah..this was last saturday. she celebrated her b'day for the third time with us. such a lucky girL!!

see how scarce the guys in my course... the few here are almost all of the guys already. almost :p

this is another shot cos we were not satisfied. me and rena didn't understand why we are piling ourselves on top of sari (girl in black shirt). then we can see leroy(guy in white cap) er...doing dunno what behind there.

left: there's me and kean foong a.k.a foongy. the small boy in class.. and i'm one of his bullies!

bottom: me and stephie, the 'siu jie' of the class. always so polite and soft spoken. i'm the opposite:]

was quite determined to take pics with every person there but i see a lot of them are occupied with their stuffs. so... i only managed 4.

then this is zain,he's from sem2. usually he has moustache and beard. hahah.. he looks very boy-ish in this pic. i like the angle the pic was taken from.

right: wendy and me.. the super hardcore gym-mer. she goes gym almost everyday and super healthy. i barely exercises...never did for erm..years??

too bad, i dun have alot of my classmates photo yet. my class has a variety of people. it's like a friggin rojak inside. you have all the weird combinations of people mixed into one class; quiet-noisy, rude-polite, loud-soft, expressive-secretive...hahah all sorts la!

downhill

*takes a deep breath* haIh... i never imagine life could be so cruel to me when it wants to. putting myself in a deep-shit once is good enuff, not two, three and four times. it can never stop occuring to me isn't it? however, in whatever ways, it will always happen to me. recently, it all comes consecutively without stopping. i had enough of it. can god stop playing games with me? God knows i will be so depressed if it's taken away from me.

just as i thought, something bad will happen to me, things were never so easy before. my suspicions were proven right after what has happened. the whole of yesterday i coudn't figure out why i was allowed to overnight in other people's house so easily. usually i have to go throught he debate and reasonings and still wind up not getting the permission to stay out for a night. and i got my permission this time just by asking. no argument, no objections, no thorough interrogation...no nothing.

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now i know why, god is playing games with me isn't he? how wonderful. i came home today just to know that i'm heading for another deep shit. worse than getting screwed for overnighting. i was just done with my punishment. all the yelling and arguments.. i'm glad i still get to useit. life just isn't as easy as it seems.

i thought chinese ppl always say that, when alot of bad things happened, one good thing will come up next as a result? my result??... bad things just never stop occuring for the past few months. my luck is going downhill all the way. and it's still rolling down now. the only nice thing that happened to me was my boyfriend. he was the only wonderful things that never stop being wonderful. now i'm beginning to be curious, is he another wonderful thing that turns ugly later? cos it seems that i can never stop getting the bad luck. never...

iNsomnia...

oh shyts.. i have insomnia. i'm pretty super sure bout it. i can't sleep earlier than 2 a.m. !! 2 a.m. is the earliest i can fall asleep.. then, i have green veins and purple eyebags under my eyes, and it bulges out when i smile widely. even worse, my eyes are always watery and itchy...oh no, can i sleep early plz??? help me!!

just reached home from atmos, i left there at 1.50 a.m. alrite!! for the first time in don't know how many months, i came home so early from clubbing! usually we'll bang around and get ourself wasted till the club closes at 3, and the dj doing the finale. after that, there's still supper and i usually only reach home at 5 in the morning. haha... i'm home now. and i can't go lala land yet... had to come online and make my eyes feel tired. by looking at the monitor~

oh, and another bad news. my astigmatism is getting worse. i can't see the road clearly at night when there's car coming from the opposite. i see big shining star when i see the bright headlights of the cars. shyts.. my bf thinks i should get a pair of glasses. should i?? i'm goNna look older! and erm..more serious looking. or proBably a nerd... argHHhh!! nO!

ooooh, i'm almost there. i'm coMInGGg.. hahah my eyes are finally tired and sleepy already. and my brains feel like shutting down. time to sleep.... zZZzZZZ

caN't waiT...

Oooh.. da finals are coming. i can't wait for it. no No.. not the exam, i can't wait for da holidays AFTER exam! yiPpeee.. i'll be as free as a bird but broke too :( cos there won't be allowance during my holidays. soBsss... i need people to 'sara' me.

haha, i dunno why but i'm so happy these past few days. let me list down the few happy things that i can recall...

1. i had fun celebrating iris's birthday in pyramid past 2 days... heheh. we had pizza and movie!! the movie 'red shoes' are not really good...dun watch. no proper storyline and it's confusing.
2. on friday, i get to fetch my darling around cos his car was sent to the workshop. thanx to the fuckin drunk driver. so glad i can help him! hahaha... b'cos of me, he can run his errands. i went midvalley that day too.. and i lost my parking ticket!! and got 'ffk-ed'. not really ffk actually but still, i didn't get to meet them! you know who u are.. but they made me happy again by giving me a keyboard as a pressie! hahaha... how weird.
3. then, at night i had carmen to accompany me to pyramid. there was this cute guy in pyramid's guess!! eherm.. hahah and i got my adidas superstar shoe!!! happy happy... and get a new pair of socks too. hahaha to match it! next, we chilled out at coffee bean and gossip as much as we can...
4. later at night somemore, i went and join my darling and colleagues at some bar in saujana resort. it was so scary!! i got lost on the way there and ended up in some ulu place where tehre's insufficent light.. and no onE at all. sobS.. nearly cried man...
5. later later at night somemore, after the bar, went to darling's house and watch movie... and he cooked maggi mee. it's so delicious! put in a lot of extra ingredients..a better chef compared to me! hmmPPh...
6. wah...see how many things i can do a day!! friday itself i was out the whole day. but today i worked the whole day!! waAaaaa...but to make up for that, i'm going clubbing later!! like in 15 mins time? haha i'm such a good girl these days, i didn't go clubbing so often anymore. :P

hAhaha... i'm just so happy! i have plans up ahead for next week toO! ngek ngekZzz..

blOODy farkIng drUnk piecE of Shit

sOO friggIn lots of things happened lately...let's see, where can i start?? erm.. ok, back to last thursday. had my management test on that day, it was pure shit. i couldn't do most of the questions... no more A already. and i spent my night before that studying till wee hours in the morning with only a few half-an-hour-naps. da process was like study-fell asleep-study-fell asleep..terrible and very torturing. thursday night: me and my collegemates went luna bar. hAha.. i thought it was nice there so i ajaked everyone go. there were 11 of us and we all had cranberry vodka. Mmm..yummy. da purpose was to relax after management test and celebrate be-early iris birthday! got her a cHoc mud cAke.. yUmMm... and they spent half of it for face painting :p it was like 1 am..then we left. i thought i could get a good nights sleep that thursday night but hell...NO!

my bf was supposed to send me home after luna bar.. and we stopped by at ss2 to get some food. my luck was still as bad...i never get to sleep that night. i was standing at the steamboat place in front of 7-11, ss2 and saw these 2 bloody no-use-freaking-bastard-drunkards drinking big bottles of beer in front of 7-11. both of the guys were totally wasted! they were throwing their empty bottles on the road and everywhere. one of the guys started heading to the car with the help of the other guy.. he couldn't even walk straight! actually, i don't think he could even walk! the one who are the most drunk got into the drivers seat, and i told my boyfren "so drunk redi how to drive lar?". i knew i had a bad feeling bout that... few minutes later, i was proven right because the bloody-useless-freaking-drunk-farker just reversed right onto my boyfrens car. hAhaha... talking bout intuition. he has the guts to speed off after that.. that farker. cost me my bf's car and my beauty sleep! you know, i wouldn't be so mad if he has the balls to come down from the car and apologise before going home to die.

the farker's description: fair-plump arsehole in his early twenties. short ugly black hair. loves drinking beer in front of 7-11 like a drunk beggar. drives a silver Proton Waja, car plate no. is WMN 1040. probably has a small dent on the left side of his back bumper by now. anyone who saw this car around, plz tell me... i'll reward you. and better if you can draw a nice pig on his bonnet with your keys.

my darling has to go to police station and make report and i have to sit in the car and wait for an hour! and he was starving cos he lost his appetite. i on the other hand has just invested in my eye bags. had to teman him the whole night cos he was so down.. accompanied him till 8 something in the morning and i have class at 10. shitty bastard.. wait till i get my hands on him. REVENGE@!

damn... my poor darling. his car was like his wife.. and the damage was quite bad... until some metal poked out and scratched the tyre once in a while.. and now he has to send his car away for repair. which will take almost 2 weeks! and these 2 weeks i can't go out with him at night already because he has no car and he doesnt allow me to drive out alone at night. argHH... that fARKER!

shall be continued....