brief updates

well, i think it's about time i update my blog. after few good days.

xmas eve was great... watched king kong in the afternoon. then go to darling's house to watch Wallace and Gromit on dvd, it's a MUST watch. that show's really funny. for dinner, met up with suetli, jamie and hor yan. had steamboat in ss15 & exchanged pressie.... went and meet darling's frens in bangsar for the countdown after dinner. well, what is there to say? as usual... the spray-fight. everyone gets dirty, sticky and happy. simple as that...

on xmas, i spent most of my day in ioi mall. all thanx to my bf... sigh. long story.. he made me wait 3 hours for him over there. then it's the usual dinner and stuff. nothing much...

today, donkey bf skipped work again cos he overslept. really really overslept. he was sleeping till 6 pm in the evening. i woke up at 2 pm today, went to my g'ma house to help her clean up.. then go home bathe and go to his house. had to knock him out of bed to have dinner with me. drove to ss2 pasar malam... buy food and eat and eat... so freaking full now. *burp* then after ss2, we go to wangsa maju near TAR college to buy CD, yes yes, i know... all the way there. just to buy a few CD. we're just too free i guess?

didn't talk to him all the way home because of some misunderstanding. it's the same problem actually. he said something, i didn't get the meaning. so i asked him again and he got irritated. this time he said "i can't breathe redi, don't make me angry". fine... talk less, less mistakes. so i chose to shut up. after he sent me to my door step, i felt the rush of telling him that i need a break. i want some time away from him, to think properly whether this is my problem in listening or he never send his msg clearly. whoever's problem is it...i just want to mend things because i ain't gonna let him go because of problem like this! just wish he could understand what kind of crap we're going through and help me say that he wants to repair things too. half of me was hoping that by telling him i need some time-out, he would start to think of this problem and if he really loves me, he will initiate something. a solution, i say. then he will learn to appreciate me more. but if things go the other way round, if he misunderstood wat i meant by time-out.... i'll lose him, he'll lose half of his feelings for me. dun need to remind me, i know i'm in a bloody dilemma.

life is always this ironic. whenever i felt like im floating up cos i was so happy with him, the downside is coming next. darn.

da' welcomed exhaustion

the past 2 days had been very busy, happening and overwhelming. firstly, on thursday... me and my girlfriends were out the whole day and it was truly...nice?? i don't remember the last time all 5 of us got together. early afternoon, me, jamie, suet li and hor yan went to midvalley for the last xmas present shopping. it was the typical girls-shopping-thing. walking around, laughing and stopping over many shops.... the highlight was probably the debate regarding suet li's xmas present. haha... :)

after shopping, all headed to my house for some girls-thing again. MANICURE! we finally get to use the 3D sticker we bought from penang. it takes damn alot of patience...and it nearly killed me. knowing me, i have short patience. it took us a good 3 hours or less... for 4 pair of hands. then everyone went home to have 'guo tung' dinner. at about 10 pm, we meet again! this time with kah mun. we were gonig to Zouk along with hor yan's friends. and it's really funny during the journey because we were late & rushing like a bullet train. plus, the other car got lost and all kinds of problems come up. also, we nearly didn't get into zouk because it's only 21 and above. all of us are 19 except for suet li. so most of us have to try to enter 2 or 3 times to get in. we danced and danced our legs off. not to forget, some ass bumping with this unknown girl because she's always banging us and it's sooooo crowded inside. we left bout 1 pm coz it's starting to kill us, e.g. losing voice, leg aching, eye teary etc etc.

yam cha in murni after clubbing and all of them overnight in my house except for kah mun. another girls-thing again. i guess that day was a REAL girls thing after all. we didn't sleep until it's 5 plus... we talked and wrapped present and erm.. sang xmas song?? not we..suet li! muAhahazz... and it was bloody hard to wake up the next day.

left: me and suet.......... right:suet, horyan, jamie in my room

after they left on friday, i waited for my darling bf to come my house. we're trying to save money by eating lesser outside. so he came to my house to have lunch. i was 'supposed' to cook but he came before i started cooking cos i was bz wrapping pressies. and he decided to rummage through my fridge for bits and pieces of ingredients. he cooked fried noodle in the end. yummy... i think it was better than my mum's fried noodle. serious! i guess i'll just leave the cooking to him next time. i suck in it. darn...

after lunch-ing in my house, we drove to times square to catch the king kong movie. we couldn't get the 8.30pm ticket for premiere class so we bought the tickets for saturday 12.30 pm. and bought another pair of tickets for 'a chinese tall story' at 9.40 pm. so we spent the extra 3 hours walking around times square with the intention of buying his clothes. nothing suitable. so we crossed over sg. wang plaza and look for the pair of pink pumps i wanted to buy from vincci. he bought them for me. my 2nd x'mas pressie. he told me i'm getting a full set for xmas pressie. now that i've got a jacket and shoe, there's a bottom to hunt for. *grins* and we spent almost an hour in a cd shop.. at the end we were rushing for the movie cos we're late and there's no time for dinnet. ate some sidewalk-steamboat before the movie..

the show 'a chinese tall story' isn't too bad. it's damn hilarious... but some parts were kinda fake. it's like a combination of modern and old fashioned thing. 'shuin ng hung' (monkey god?) fighting robots?? and there's space ship! lotsa graphic in it. after the movie, went yam cha with his frens. and then stevens to change dvd..(pirated) sshhhh...

can't wait for today (erm..as in later) ! going Neway karaoke in times square at 11 a.m and movie at 12.30 pm... then dvd in his house... x'mas dinner with the gurls at 7 pm, and celebrate x'mas eve in bangsar at night with bf and his friends... it's a full day again! not complaining. i'm welcoming all this exhaustion with open arms! come to mama!!! wakakaka...

da' Sad & da' Happy

now it's my turn to have mood swings. last night was a pretty bad night. cheryl came online and told me she got the results already. my initial plan was to check the next day by calling the hotline, letting my bf hear my results at the same time. emotional support ~ anyway, i was curious as usual, so i thought, why not just check now? frigging big mistake. i instantly spotted a D on my monitor screen. i read and re-read again. WTF?!

was so so sad about it cos i thought i had to retake that subject next semester. called everyone that i thought would be awake so that i can complain bout it to them. so i complained and complained. of course i feel guilty bout the maxis bill. i'm going to help him pay off some once i got my extra money. swear! anyway... i guess i sounded pretty sad, according to kean foong. so my dumb dumb bf called me at 3 a.m to tell me he's fetching me out for ice-cream. he knows my weakness, ice-cream always makes me happy no matter how angry or upset i got. did i mention that it makes me fatter as well? happily FAT!

anyway...it was my fault that he had to take his off day today instead of tomorrow. cos he couldn't wake up today so he might as well take it as an off day. poor fella has to go to work tmr. so today i felt much better because it seems that the results might have some problem with it. too many people are getting D's and i can't be getting D because my project marks alone is already D! don't tell me i scored ZERO for my 4 page-answers exam paper. rubbish... going to get them to re-mark.

today woke up to teman jamie go metro college, then go pyramid for a while. next we headed to midvalley. there was a huge jam outside there! all those berserk shoppers... must be la. so we walked around...and my bf came to meet me after that. my plans for today didn't really work. i didn't go to times square to buy movie tic and we didn't watch any. had lunch with him... then shopping! he insists i choose something for my x'mas pressie. i thought he was joking when he told me to 'buy' whenever i said something is nice. so in the end he got me a jacket from MNG.

he's complaining bout the guys being useless while their gf's are digging into big pile of clothes. that donkey decided to be different from the other guys in MNG by entertaining himself... he went through all the 'aunty' handbags and examine them before parading it for me to see. :P it's those bags with leopard prints and god stuff on them...yuCK. also, he decided to be helpful by helping me carry the hangers while i pick the jackets... he looked more like the MNG assistant!

then...bla bla bla. i'm at home now. and rotting....

actually know what? i just remembered i have presents to wrap!

*yippee*

santa claus is coming to town!!!

super-duper window shopping

today...has been... a very very super duper extremely tiring day!

i can feel my damn legs aching now!!

the muscles are like twitching and crying for help..

ok fine, i'm exaggerating but i meant it. it's that pAIN!

woke up early in the morning to go interview with jamie, kammy, horyan...

some marketing company in brickfields...

we got conned again!!!! it's the sales thingy job again.

*sobs* and we tot what high paid promoter job!

after mv, we went 1U...

and we walked, and we walked, and we walked all day!

going in and out of shops...

frm the new wing to old wing..then back to new wing and old wing

and finally new wing again...

then i alone went pyramid to get their x'mas pressie!!

was so dumb..i drove straight all the way from 1U to the puchong toll

completely forgotten bout the u-turn and missed sunway...

had to pay for the toll, u-turn in front of ioi mall...

pay for toll again to go sunway...

after pyramid, pay toll AGAIN to go puchong!

ate dinner with phanz..

3 shopping complex in a day!

rushed home... grab some stuff...change

go grandma's house...

mop the floor for her..chit chat with gma and uncle

rush back home again to meet jamie...

then rot at home until now...

how saddening...

today is the 2nd night in a row i stayed at home!

bet my father is super happy...

but it won't last, cos i already have plans for tomorrow nite

and thurs nite

and friday nite..

and saturday nite!!!

*muAHahahahahahAzz*

----plans for tomorrow----

(if everything goes well)

teman jamie go metro..

then go Midvalley

drive to times square to buy movie ticket

watch movie at night

pEnanG triP - dAy ONE



oh, finally got my hands on the photos taken during penang trip. got it from suetli's photopage. it's uploaded in sequence..


































that's us on our way there... and there's a photo taken from penang bridge. and at the bus station in penang.
































then, we ordered foods to share. curry mee, cha kuey teow, chu cheong fun, porride, wantan mee....etc etc

this is how we spent our first night there....

that's all about day ONE. i'll upload pics for day TWO another time. running out of patience. stupid blogspot take damn long to upload.

afternoon blabbings...

you see, everyday i wake up after 12pm when the sun is shining directly into my room. and everyday i'll wake up and think, what the hell am i going to do today? my answer for today is to go for a swim (i'll made it damn sure it's happening), wait for darling to come cook in my house, read magazine, watch the shows i downloaded, and stay at home at night... so that i can stay out late tomorrow night. *grins* ;)

so here i am, waiting for my 'chef' to arrive... which i bet is going to take really long cos he sounded so busy. and while i wait, i've decided to waste a little of my time by blogging. let's see... saturday i went to work, sunday too. nothing special about that. it's just standing around and spending time with him at the same time. it was damn boring in work.

one thing i want to highlight here. why are guys so much worse when it comes to mood swings? seriously, guys DO have PMS...and the symptoms are definitely much more worse than any XX chromosomes. and they, have only one X chromosome! but double the effect! they can be nice and sweet at one second, and be the king of all monsters the next moment. all these cold-hot-cold treatments are giving me one hell of a headache, cos i'll never be able to figure out why he was hot and then cold the nxt sec.

but the good news? he's on the 'hot' mood now.. which means, no silent treatment, no moody looks, no annoyance and etc etc. he was being so nice yesterday, like how he was during the 'honeymoon' period. hmmmm....sweet.

oh bloody hell! why isn't the results out yet? and USM dare to post the memo on their website saying that the provisional results will be out on 13th dec where as the final results is going to be 21st dec! it's already 19th for god's sake. i don't see any results!

love's not everything

what i really meant was, love is not everything when it comes to sustaining a relationship. to me, love is everything. i want to love and be loved like any other human being. i will sacrifice alot in the name of love. to do everything possible just to make him happy. all in the name of love. but when it comes to relationships' factors, love is not everything.

you need a lot more than love to work things out. i remember telling my buddy this.

i just came across my collegemate's blog, angelica, she has an entry which kinda read my thoughts. at least i know i'm not the only one who thinks that way.

i got this phrase from her blog, hope she doesn't mind.

"When two ppl get involve in a relationship, is love enough to sustain it? This I have an answer. The answer is no. Love may be the basis of a relationship, but a relationship will never work out if u depend on merely love. A relationship means so much more. Commitment, respect, responsibility, partnership, trust etc. "

...by angelica

however, i want to add one more word to her last sentence. COMPATIBILTY.

god made damn sure that every relationship is consuming effort and energy. because all the relationships are not perfect and they sure don't come easy.

ignore me, but i must emphasise on compatibility. there's always a perfect match for everyone out there but whether you find him/her or not, that's another bloody mystery.

without much compatibility, r/ship can work out with abundance of love and patience.

but to make things last, someone or both parties have to change a little. agree?

alright...i don't care if anyone wants to reject or not. but i believe many are nodding their heads now.

who said life was easy or anything comes free? r/ship is not free ya know?

you work pretty hard for it...sacrificing a lot in the process. right now, i'm working my arse off because i know it's worth it. and he's worth it. i believe in miracles. but then again, i always doubt my beliefs. he's so friggin near to my perfect guy. just a little bit of polishing and he'll be a very fine man. my hundred percent dream guy. just wish that he would not keep everything to himself,to give me the chance to share his problems. sigh, here starts the never-ending-dilemma...