Wednesday, December 19, 2007

- disappointed -

you know what it feels like when someone said something and did something else that prove otherwise?

ESPECIALLY someone you loved!

that's super equivalent to DISAPPOINTMENT.

that's how i really feel right now. it's late and there's no one i can call to blabber about it.

you know, when there's only one day a week you can go out and spend time with a boyfriend... and it didn't happen the way you wanted? it became like any other days.

Yeah.. that's it. I guess i don't need to explain more and everyone already understood.

I rather be like some other couples who meet only 2 or 3 times a week but everytime they meet, they do something together like going out for dinner, watching movie, walk around shopping complexes or any other places.

THAN have a boyfriend i get to see every single day doing routine stuff like going work with him, help out in his shop, talk to his friends more than him, go have dinner with him n friends, then come home watch dvd, movies whatsoever, go sleep and same cycle the next day.

it wasn't even necessary for him to be at work today but he went and i went along anyway. it was supposed to be for a while but he stayed on till shop closes. Claiming that there's no way to go or no money, we didn't go anywhere. Well, he ended up spending money anyway..without me. i thought he say no money?

And i ended up meeting friends for yam cha on hiss only off day of the week.

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