Thursday, March 29, 2007
HAHA! in conclusion, i just felt useless because im just too free all of a sudden and there's nothing much to do. Edmund is not free to entertain me by going movies and stuffs because he's busy. but i guess that was understandable. secondly, my college friends are also looking a bit aimless after the assignments were over. i don't know why. haha... no one really look super relaxed. it's weird.
anyway...no more complaining. i think i prefer now, without the stress and stuffs. i don't wanna get fever again because of over-working. haha... i must be working really hard to get a fever and its the first time this happened.
another soothing news for me... my part-time work is ending soon. just 3 more days and i will not need to see the stupid creamy black drink. Ewwwk... finally i can have time to slack at home or go out and slack somewhere else. without extra income of course. i'll be so broke without all the good-paid part time jobs.
and for my internship, i will need to spend more money because we will not be paid much. probably have to take out money for food and stuffs. i mean, with all the food that i love and crave for... it might cost me a fortune during the 2mths internship. plus... the internship is in hartamas! means will be eating in hartamas most of the time *cut throat*.
at least i will have a friend with me because Iris will be working in the same company with me. nice employer..he knows we're friends and he still takes both of us in. and we'll get to share our expenses by half. what's better for iris? she can get more allowance from her dad cos he doesn't know that. haha!
and i don't know what's with big companies, they take super long to reply people's internship request. i sent them an email like a month ago and Eric Pringle just called me today to asked if i'm still available. L'Oreal called last week. They only call after i've promised other company. at least it's good news for me. i got all positive replies from all the companies i sent my CV to. 6 out of 6 companies called me already. so i guess finding for a job isn't as difficult as i thought? anyway don't feel like doing PR for intern, i'm just gonna go event management and have fun first. *grins*
i think i'm almost done rambling about nothing. so shall i say... signing off?
Sunday, March 25, 2007
anyway, i shall not ramble about it anymore. everything is OVER and i'm super heavy about it. i don't even feel tired now. amazing... hmmm.
ONE thing i definitely have to whine about is MONEY!! i'm super broke because of all the printing printing stuffs and the lecturer only wants the best printing! no money for shopping and good food already!! double shits.
Sunday, March 18, 2007
last last minute at night, after my work, we've decided to go clubbing instead. To the Sanctuary in Curve we went! at first no one was going, and then all of a sudden everyone is going. Happy happy! it was so friggin crowded when we reached so we spent an hour at Laundry Bar, get a drink at went to Sanctuary at 1 am.
Who went? Me, edmund, Iris, Kean Foong, Mimi and her friend, and Gary.
WE saw so many people that we know there. happening sial.
We were doing the sandwich dance. double fillings :)
Mimi got it too..KF dare not kiss her (i think)
i think we were trying to strangle him. it looks like bondage now!
HIGHLIGHT OF THE NIGHT: there's a story to tell! haha. we were dancing in front of the DJ near the bar where it's super cramp. then all of a sudden i saw this couple kissing.. french kissing while dancing. their hands are everywhere. and the girl wore super low cut V-neck dress with no bra because i saw boobies :p the guy accidentally pulled her dress..or intentionally. then he pulled her dress up, nearly saw her undies too. i looked away for a while then when i looked back, i saw his hands in her dress...u know at the place under her stomach?? and her hands was on his crotch. Ewww... they didn't even realise everyone staring at them. they did that while dancing and smooching, making out. hahah...we couldn't stand it and went back to the table.
went back home and had a good sleep.... haha. and no work done!
Friday, March 16, 2007
DIG ME A GRAVE.
if anyone's guessing why i didn't blog for many many days. i can tell you that i'm barely alive and definitely not kicking.
it's all the assignments. bloody whole portfolio with almost 20 ads to do in one week's time. which is kinda torturing me. and my skin. and my eyes. and my stomach. and my lungs.
conclusion? it's just killing me.
i have been spending the last few days in iris' room doing the brainstorming and stuff. we're not sleeping, sitting in front of the laptop and kept on puffing away to keep ourselves a week. ideas kept on getting rejected. annoying annoying assignment. ARgHHHh...
i'm going berserk.
Sunday, March 11, 2007
me and stephanie is always wearing the same color on the same day...coincidentally. this is the prove.. hehe
and... i save the best picture for the last.
KOW attacking the COW from behind... obscene!!!
but me and iris were not around..we're hijacking the dance floor
edmund the late comer. (i got cut out from the pic *sobs*)
dumb-dumb edmund came late. he reached when they on all the lights,preparing to close.
so there's no 'sandwich' for him.
and then i went off all drowsy....!
Saturday, March 10, 2007
FInally, i think for the first time we were online together. Nice timing.
WE talked bout nonsense and problems and all the ridiculous things come up.
Jamie and Carmen got a few cool phrase each.
Jamie: told Carmen to 'Fuck on the ice' when going for skiing in Canada
Carmen: said she cant have a 'fuck free day' cos her friend is there.
I was laughing my teeth off just now. And everyone just logged off a few minutes ago to go on with their lives in Australia and NEw York.
And I... am going to hit the bed. Boring day.
I guess that boringness will only last till 8pm. Because i have to go work at 8 pm and i'm going Genting for a one-night trip right after work. YAY!
i don't know why he was biting his ciggie when taking pic with me. it looks horrible.
the beautiful lambo flaming sexily....ehermm.... (i got no fetish for flames)
Ed sucking it all in...you can't see the flames cos i used flash... or else the pic will only look like the one above.
from experience, they are people out there who turn monsters when it comes to money. In this case, it's not the 'scary' monster. it's just that they turned out to be unexpected, unlike how you knew them before.
You know like, you lent money to this friend because he's in need of it. So you gave him ample of time for the same reason. And then when me the money lender is broke, i asked for the money (cos i don't care) but he will say he has no money for the month.
I forgive that kind of people when it's really the truth. i understand how is it like to be so broke that you have to watch your car's petrol meter and check your wallet everytime you go out. That's because i was in situations like this many many times.
Now, the 'monster' part is.... he said he has no money. And then you found out that he has been spending it on someone else or he's enjoying his lavish life. Even worse, he had money to buy lotsa pressie for his gf on occasions but my bf got no pressie from me cos' i'm broke during that time!
When you asked him to return a little first, he has nothing. So.... the money disappears when i asked is it? Oh... I get it now. HmmPH!
And when he said he's no money to return, i asked about the financial situation to see if he's really in such deep shit. i asked also cos i cared. i don't wanan force ppl who's already on the edge. the answer i got was ambiguous, like.. got something to pay for/ used on something. i think i understand now... i really DO. so much for being nice.
SOmemore... that money borrower isn't really someone who wants to be friend with me OR someone that had (bad) history with me OR doesn't really treat me like a friend.
Friday, March 09, 2007
Look at the assignments!
i think i'm better off in the grave :(
the loads are getting heavier.
the arrangements are getting messier.
the brain is getting funnier...
yeah....i'm just rambling. i wanted to update on so many many things!!
1. da Delaney's bitch
2. darling's birthday
3. paddington lunch.
i just don't have the mood. always typing typing... Yuck!
Monday, March 05, 2007
we went shopping.... i got myself 3 pairs of earrings.
he got a jacket and a bracelet...
AND, had our buffet dinner in....(i forgot the name)
so nice... i didn't get to have buffet dinner in hotels for a long time redi!
we went back to the hotel room-->watch tv, drank beer, play computer games.
i was supposed to bring my laptop there to start on my assignment.
it end up becoming a playstation....
then, there's no fridge in the room...since the water is freezing cold there, we kept the tap water in the basin running and put all our bottles in there .
Suddenly, Ed asked, "did you turn off the tap water?"
the floor was flooded and water leaked out of our door, wetting the carpet outside. Plus, our room is the one right in front of the lift lobby (i wonder if anyone saw). the hotel towels were sacrificed as mop... (they're really good absorbents btw).
spent 20 minutes wiping the floor..
and we walked around Genting as if we're new there.
(and then pure torture last night doing assignment).
Saturday, March 03, 2007
it's so late at night already and i can't sleep. so many thinks to think about, so many to worry about and so many things more to be done. i'm farking sleepy, my eyes are actually dozing off. DARN. anyway, since i'm just waiting for someone's reply, i shall continue crapping here.
do you know the feeling when the person you love just let you down occasionally? It's something that you're getting used to it.. you are trying to to but it seems like it's never going to work. Instead of becoming more immune to it, your heart gets more sensitive.
Every.single.time the issue arises, your heart twitches around as if someone laid his hands on your heart and grasping it tightly while twisting it around. It really hurts eh? It makes you feel out of breath and dizzy. it makes your eyes stinged by hot tears and it can almost have you take your own life away. It's not something that you can just cure by taking Paracetamol or putting cream on your burnt skin. It's a pain that you can never grasp and heal it physically.
I'm having one of these damn feeling right now. the pain in my heart? Excruciating. I don't know where to start or why am i feeling this. I thought i should be numb to it by now. when he did something disappointing again just now, it really hit me right on my face. And heart. Maybe it's not his fault, it's my problem; i'm sensitive. God knows what happened to me.
I just wish that my endurance can last long enough till the right time comes. I wish he's right, it's soon. I don't want to imagine losing all these when it's so near.
ENough of crap, maybe it's really time to sleep. get my mind of things. nitey nite.
I went to get a masage with Ed a few hours ago because my shoulders and neck are aching so badly, i rather have them taken off. the massage did help alot... it didn't hurt so badly now. The girl who massage for me thought i was Malay.
girl: you melayu ke? (are you malay?)
me: har? bukanlah... (har? no...)
girl: you nampak macam orang melayu la. ( you look like a malay)
me: ya ke? saya cina. (is it? i'm chinese)
girl: you melayu-cina? (are you malay-chinese mix?)
me: cina asli la. (pure chinese la)
two people thought i was Japanese. One thought i'm Korean. One thought i'm philipines mixed chinese. One thought i'm Indonesian Chinese. And now... i'm also Malay. great!
2. The massage-girl probably revealed my boobs to some stranger!
halfway through the massage, she was supposed to knead my stomach and the she bluntly pulled down the towel revealing my boobs and my stomach altogether. (i thought she's supposed to cover my breasts??) FINE.
and then, just before i got a chance to ask her if she can use a small towel and cover them, a man walked passed my room. WORSE, there's a huge slit between the curtains and she didn't realised. i'm not sure if he saw anything, but i don't think i want to know anyway.
darn... 'jau gong'!
3. my Internship stuffs are all jumbled up like rojaks now.
at first i thought it will be difficult to get internship. So i applied to 6 companies... or is it 7? i don't even remember. then yesterday, one PR company called me and invite me over for an 'informal chat' on tuesday 2.30 p.m. I have class till 1 p.m. Today, an event management company called that they want to have an interview on tuesday 2-3 pm. I was like..
"Err... 2-3 pm? Oh, i can't i have class till 4 p.m." LIE.
so he said, "Ok, then we'll make it at early 4 p.m."
I can only say "Err...yeah sure. see you then."
Two consecutive interviews *nervous* then *faint*