Wednesday, October 26, 2005

lAcoste, lacoSte, and LacoSte...

i swear i'm gonna have nightmares bout lacoste..
even after i finish my job as a promoter.
every single day i have ti say and repeat the same thing;
"hi sir, would u like to try the new fragrance from lacoste?"
seriously killing my throat and my body..
so friggin tired..
and i still have another 4 days to go.
but for money's sake... hahah let's forget bout that.
i'm gonna grin from ear to ear,
and jump and bounce after i get my cheque!
wOO hOO!!

i seriously think i have such bad luck these days.
jamie thinks i should pray everytime i go out of the house.
i nearly got summon yesterday for beating the red light.
hmm...but i got my way out of it.
"you know lar"
but it's a big amount.. HmmMm..
*stabs heart*

Saturday, October 22, 2005

jAsoN's b'dAy

today is actually jason's bday... it's 22/10. hAha.. and we celebrated it for him yesterday. i feel very guilty. frankly speaking, i didn't know it was his bday till his girlfriend, sie yuen a.k.a MRs. Aw told me and jamie. well, luckily we met them yesterday in one utama, or else we wouldn't even know! hahA.. yea, so the truth is out. :)

me, jamie, c.yuen and jason went over to c.yuen's house to have dinner. and we girls cooked! c.yuen who barely cooks...helped! miracle. although it's not much help :P hahahh...

* da birthday boy sleepiNg & eAting the pAsta we Cooked*

*all of us trying to loOk like a catfish. jamie's idea*

jaSon's caKe...

jAsOn and his gF, sie yuEn.. and da cake... :) sOo loVIng..

see what is jaMie dOing... siGh. she got feddap of waiting the pic to be taken!

finally, we got a better picture. after a few tries of couRSe..

anyway, happy birthday to my buddy, jASOn aw eng kuOn.!!!

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

it's FACTS alright...

i just logged off my hotmail inbox and arrived at to see this very interesting column. it's about the typical problems in marriages ( i know, i'm not married; but it's still the same concept minus the vows and rings). it did mention that husbands think that their wives worry too much- as if every small problem is the first step to the divorce court. in my case, it's not the divorce court i'm afraid of. i was more afraid of the dating-honeymoon period ending. i worry about the same thing- as if every small changes in my relationship pattern shows that we're goin to break up soon. blame it on paranoia-- i included some excerpts from that website.

Periods of Noncommunication

Let me say this about my wife: She rarely has an unexpressed thought. I have learned the hard way that if she suddenly starts making like a sphinx, I'd better do some investigative reporting. I learned this via the following exchange:
She: I can't believe you're going to let me go on and on like this.
Me (baffled): Like what?
She (with a glare that cements my position as World's Most Insensitive Man): Why don't you hold me?
Me (baffled): Do you want me to hold you?
She (glares silently)
Contrast this with my own recent silent funk, a three-week bender of noncommunication, related -- I suppose -- to the fact that I am no longer 25 or even 30. I did not want to be held, I did not want to be analyzed: I wanted my gloom to get lost and knew that discussing things -- despite prodding from my wife -- would lengthen its stay. She, meanwhile, assumed that my silence meant I had begun scanning the personals for ads headed "Former Gymnast Seeks Parallel Bar."
My wife isn't the only one who fears the worst when her husband clams up. Guys I've polled agree that any time they get quiet, whether because of a work crisis, a life crisis or a period of gentle contemplation, their wives assume bags are being packed. "I have to be in public a lot," says Mark Kayser, 35, a marketing executive in Pierre, SD. "And when I get home I am often antisocial. I am just plain talked-out. My wife will say, 'Oh, you are being so uncommunicative. But it has absolutely nothing to do with my love for her.
"There are those times that I am really worried or stressed out," he acknowledges. "But I don't want to bother or worry her with it."

>>>was thinking bout the same thing! few weeks back, i hated the silence and the periods of noncommunication. pHanz wanted to go out with me but he also wanted to isolate himself mentally. i never liked that.. although it still bothers me until now. i realised i shouldn't be over-worried. i knew he'll still loves me even without much exchange of words. and i only realised all this after i asked him bout it when the chance arrived.. hMMpH.. however, it still bothers me; like i said. but not so much anymore *grins*


Looking at Other Women

Remember what I just said about lust coming and going and coming? Well, the other day, coming out of the grocery store, I saw this blonde. Only the floor kept her legs from going on forever. Not that I really noticed. If I did, it was just for a second -- really, not even a second.

Okay, guilty: guilty as charged. Slap the cuffs on me and, while you're at it, on just about any guy I could name. But we're looking, not touching -- and we have no intention of doing so, whatever our worried wives may think. And while we're on the subject, my wife looks too -- at square-jawed men with dark hair and dark eyes. To a somewhat insecure, shortish, green-eyed, pudgy-cheeked fellow (like me, for instance), that could be a problem.

"I make a conscious effort not to look, because my wife takes it as a sign of interest in other women," says Jim Fitzgibbon, 31, an electronic-components sales manager in Port Washington, NY. "So I'm really working on not doing it, at least when she's around. We've had conversations about it, especially if I have not been appreciating her as much as I usually do. She'll say she doesn't think I love her as much now as I did when we first got married. But believe me, I do."
"My wife and I both check out other people," says Ted Burke. "If we are out walking somewhere and there is some really hot girl with big boobs and a mini, we both look at her, but it's not an issue. I do not ogle and she doesn't ogle. It's more like, 'Oh, look, there's a good-looking girl,' or 'Look, there's a good-looking guy.'"

Adrian Comstock and his wife regard the whole matter as a sort of release valve. "It kind of opens things up," he says. "That way we don't have to feel guilty for appreciating a beautiful person. In fact, it's taught me a few things. She thinks David Duchovny is attractive, and that's given me clues about how she'd like to see me dress."...

I look at my own wife sometimes, very early in the morning, before she's awake, when her face is still scrunched against the pillow, and I think about the (inevitable) friction that comes with two people trying to make their way in the world together. And like Kayser, I'm reminded of just how big marriage is. The truth is, I like that it's big, I like that it's bigger than me. It's given my life a heft it never had with just me in it. I still watch kung-fu movies dubbed in Spanish. I still look, practically by accident, at pretty women. I still spend too much time Net-surfing on the weekends, when she would like us to be doing something together. But these are just satellites of annoyance stuck in orbit around the mass -- not mess -- that is our marriage. For the record, it's a gravity I have no intention of escaping.

>>> alright, so the first wife in the articles wasn't really like me. frankly, i'm just the opposite! i'm more of like Ted Burke's wife. i'm no one's wife yet, mind you. but as a girlfriend, i do the same thing my boyfriend does. we both ogle at girls that we passed by and make remarks about their clothing or body or whatsoever. it is agree-able that it's wrong to look at girls when your gf is beside you. but i don't think so... some of my friends think that my bf is not-so-good because he is OBVIOUSLY staring at girls when i'm beside him. i DO realise, but i never said anything because he made it clear to me that he is lookin at girls with no intention of hiding it. i appreciate his blunt honesty; which some gfs might find offensive. it's his honesty with me that made me trust him...thus, allowing me to feel secure even if he's staring at some girl bit too long. and we do find some fun in it, he has a bad habit of making funny (and bad) remarks.. :) no offence. in conclusion, it's the honesty that earned him my trust.


extracted from: What A Happy Marriage Really Looks Like by Brian Alexander

Monday, October 17, 2005

me, a housewIfe?!

last time when i was sick, i thought drinking packet of yeo's chrysanthemum would help. according to chinese beliefs, chrysanthemum would really help to reduce heatiness in the body. so it's pretty handy when you come down with fever. i knew i was being silly back then. those packets of chrysanthemum are made of flavorings and colorings. they're not really made of chrysanthemum!

so when i told my mum i just want to drink the YEO's crhy. , she said no, i can't drink that cos it's of no use. she insisted in boiling it herself; you know, putting a packet of chrysanthemum flowers and sugar into a pot of water and start boiling it. it doesn't taste as nice as the manufactured ones. i was being stubborn, i just wanted to have the packet type. i rejected her offer and said 'no, i don't tastes awful!' what comes around goes around eh? because i get the same reply today...

that poor boy was down with fever for 3 days already, and it's going on and off. so annoying... (i meant the fever). he felt like drinking chry. today and he wnated to get the packet ones... i told him it's just flavoring so it's not gonna do him any good. he insisted on it like a small child. i felt like his mum when i told him that i'll boil for him and he replied the same thing i replied my mum. he was whining and annoying me... well, he got away for that just because he's sick. being sick is everything huh?? *shakes head*

halfway during work, i actually went down to the chinese herbal shop to get the dried chrysanthemum. even called my mum to ask her what do i need and how to boil it. came home and start on it... i felt like a housewife/ house maker these days. cooking and boiling chrysanthemum. my mum's getting more and more curious, wondering who am i doing all this for. cos she knew i would never ever step into the kitchen to do some cooking if i have the chance. 2 days before, i purposely went to hypermarket and got the stuffs to cook for him right after i see him. i knew he was still having fever and couldn't take rice so i took the initiative to make him something suitable to eat. and then purposely drive out all the way back to puchong to give him the food.

argHhhh...i feel so 'si lai' a.k.a AUNTY!! NoOOO!

yoU see what LOVE can do to someone?! hOpefully it's not gonnA turn me into aunty sammy!

Saturday, October 15, 2005

*la la la*

soooo.. happy happy today.
not the whole day ler, only at night.
my life sux badly in the afternoon,i sent 6 freaking hours tryin to settle my accident case.
in the end, i paid a few hundred bucks. *sobs*
life is so saddening. i'm short of a few piece of clothings already.
can use that money to sHOP!
argHHhhhH... *stomps feet*

and i make my beloved suffer with me~
he has fever and yet he has to accompany me to KL and stay under the hot scorching sun .
more over, he has important things to do in his company..
and he's not in there cos he's out with me...
i feel so bad...

but i made it up to him!
i came home and cooked him penne and tomatoes straightaway!
i knew he can't take rice and lots of other food cos of his fever,
so i cooked!
he thinks the pasta sauce's too sour.
stupid cheap tomatoes!
i should have invested more in the tomatoes... they're so important!

and i fetched him back from work..
his car is still in the workshop :p
we went bangsar to meet his frens...and then i drop him back home.
i feel so good to be able to fetch him around.
heheh at least i'm useful in the car this time.
oh... and i fetched him to see doc and go home to rest yesterday!
*proud proud*

so dad let me use the car till late at night these days.
last monday, he allowed me to overnite in other people's house..
and bring the car with me the whole night!
and today i used the car at night.. WITH permission!
muax to daddy!
*grins widely... and sheepishly*

Thursday, October 13, 2005

announcement to make....

i hate people using my blog to promote their blog by putting comments in my blog. although, yes... there were compliments about my blog and how nice they are. and how you will tell your friends about my 'interesting' blog. SAVE IT!! DO NOT leave a comment that praise me... and then put a link there to your blog or company website. mIND you, if you want to advertise, get my permission or at least pay me for advertising fEE! i Only promote the website/blogs that i like... and knOW.

thank you for your cooperation. it is greatly apreciated.
curSed and cuRsEs...

i really wanted to start this entry with a nice tone.. so not to freak anyone out. but hECK nO! i NEARLY got into an AcCIDent today bcOS of some FReaKIng basTard-isH fuCker who doEsn't driveS prOperly! BAD enough that it was RAINING heavily, that mother-farker had to come out from his line suddenly and come into my lane when i was so SO near him! only bothered to put on the signal AFTER sticking half of his car into my laNE. harLOE? will it make any uSe? dO u go and give a person CPR after you know he's dead and stopped breathing? heLL NO! WHERE the rotten-hell he put his brains and eyes at?

the road was so slippery, luckily i didn't glide and lose control when i jam braked! aND bad enOUGH ...there's somEthing wrong my car after the accident last 2 days! to make thinGS from bad to woRse, right when i braked and turned my sterring a little to avoid him, i ran on a deep pot hole and lost control of my car. i swayed left and right... after the accident two days ago, my sterring was loose and i have to have a firm grip on it; or else i'll lose control of the car. i could've died there, yOu mORON! i slammed on my horn right before i lost control of the car, and he still has the guts to speed off when it's raining heavily. i hope he's one of those people who got admitted into hospital today for speedin and driving recklessly in heavy rain! i so wish he'll die. of all people...

i was so freaking scared... luckily college was just a road away. i drive in fear, slowly to the parkin lot. parked my car... called wendy that i'll be comin late a bit for class. stAyed in the car and started crying. i can't believe i was that scared, to the extend that i can end up crying in fear.

for heaven's sake, what have i done wrong? until i deserve all this? i already had 3 accidents in 2 months... and almost got into another one today? i haven't even settled the accident pass 2 days with the police and reports and summon, and god can't wait to get me into more accidents? plz... did i offend anyone? till someone has to hire a bomoh or witch to cast a spell on me?! put a curse that follows me till the day i die?

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

iRis's buRmese fOod parTy

iris's aunt came over to malaysia and she cooked for us burmese food. and... we're invited! hahah..this was last saturday. she celebrated her b'day for the third time with us. such a lucky girL!!
see how scarce the guys in my course... the few here are almost all of the guys already. almost :p

this is another shot cos we were not satisfied. me and rena didn't understand why we are piling ourselves on top of sari (girl in black shirt). then we can see leroy(guy in white cap) er...doing dunno what behind there.

left: there's me and kean foong a.k.a foongy. the small boy in class.. and i'm one of his bullies!

bottom: me and stephie, the 'siu jie' of the class. always so polite and soft spoken. i'm the opposite:]

was quite determined to take pics with every person there but i see a lot of them are occupied with their stuffs. so... i only managed 4.

then this is zain,he's from sem2. usually he has moustache and beard. hahah.. he looks very boy-ish in this pic. i like the angle the pic was taken from.

right: wendy and me.. the super hardcore gym-mer. she goes gym almost everyday and super healthy. i barely exercises...never did for erm..years??

too bad, i dun have alot of my classmates photo yet. my class has a variety of people. it's like a friggin rojak inside. you have all the weird combinations of people mixed into one class; quiet-noisy, rude-polite, loud-soft, expressive-secretive...hahah all sorts la!

Tuesday, October 11, 2005


*takes a deep breath* haIh... i never imagine life could be so cruel to me when it wants to. putting myself in a deep-shit once is good enuff, not two, three and four times. it can never stop occuring to me isn't it? however, in whatever ways, it will always happen to me. recently, it all comes consecutively without stopping. i had enough of it. can god stop playing games with me? God knows i will be so depressed if it's taken away from me.

just as i thought, something bad will happen to me, things were never so easy before. my suspicions were proven right after what has happened. the whole of yesterday i coudn't figure out why i was allowed to overnight in other people's house so easily. usually i have to go throught he debate and reasonings and still wind up not getting the permission to stay out for a night. and i got my permission this time just by asking. no argument, no objections, no thorough nothing.
now i know why, god is playing games with me isn't he? how wonderful. i came home today just to know that i'm heading for another deep shit. worse than getting screwed for overnighting. i was just done with my punishment. all the yelling and arguments.. i'm glad i still get to useit. life just isn't as easy as it seems.

i thought chinese ppl always say that, when alot of bad things happened, one good thing will come up next as a result? my result??... bad things just never stop occuring for the past few months. my luck is going downhill all the way. and it's still rolling down now. the only nice thing that happened to me was my boyfriend. he was the only wonderful things that never stop being wonderful. now i'm beginning to be curious, is he another wonderful thing that turns ugly later? cos it seems that i can never stop getting the bad luck. never...

Sunday, October 09, 2005


oh shyts.. i have insomnia. i'm pretty super sure bout it. i can't sleep earlier than 2 a.m. !! 2 a.m. is the earliest i can fall asleep.. then, i have green veins and purple eyebags under my eyes, and it bulges out when i smile widely. even worse, my eyes are always watery and itchy...oh no, can i sleep early plz??? help me!!

just reached home from atmos, i left there at 1.50 a.m. alrite!! for the first time in don't know how many months, i came home so early from clubbing! usually we'll bang around and get ourself wasted till the club closes at 3, and the dj doing the finale. after that, there's still supper and i usually only reach home at 5 in the morning. haha... i'm home now. and i can't go lala land yet... had to come online and make my eyes feel tired. by looking at the monitor~

oh, and another bad news. my astigmatism is getting worse. i can't see the road clearly at night when there's car coming from the opposite. i see big shining star when i see the bright headlights of the cars. shyts.. my bf thinks i should get a pair of glasses. should i?? i'm goNna look older! and erm..more serious looking. or proBably a nerd... argHHhh!! nO!

ooooh, i'm almost there. i'm coMInGGg.. hahah my eyes are finally tired and sleepy already. and my brains feel like shutting down. time to sleep.... zZZzZZZ

Saturday, October 08, 2005

caN't waiT...

Oooh.. da finals are coming. i can't wait for it. no No.. not the exam, i can't wait for da holidays AFTER exam! yiPpeee.. i'll be as free as a bird but broke too :( cos there won't be allowance during my holidays. soBsss... i need people to 'sara' me.
haha, i dunno why but i'm so happy these past few days. let me list down the few happy things that i can recall...
  1. i had fun celebrating iris's birthday in pyramid past 2 days... heheh. we had pizza and movie!! the movie 'red shoes' are not really good...dun watch. no proper storyline and it's confusing.
  2. on friday, i get to fetch my darling around cos his car was sent to the workshop. thanx to the fuckin drunk driver. so glad i can help him! hahaha... b'cos of me, he can run his errands. i went midvalley that day too.. and i lost my parking ticket!! and got 'ffk-ed'. not really ffk actually but still, i didn't get to meet them! you know who u are.. but they made me happy again by giving me a keyboard as a pressie! hahaha... how weird.
  3. then, at night i had carmen to accompany me to pyramid. there was this cute guy in pyramid's guess!! eherm.. hahah and i got my adidas superstar shoe!!! happy happy... and get a new pair of socks too. hahaha to match it! next, we chilled out at coffee bean and gossip as much as we can...
  4. later at night somemore, i went and join my darling and colleagues at some bar in saujana resort. it was so scary!! i got lost on the way there and ended up in some ulu place where tehre's insufficent light.. and no onE at all. sobS.. nearly cried man...
  5. later later at night somemore, after the bar, went to darling's house and watch movie... and he cooked maggi mee. it's so delicious! put in a lot of extra ingredients..a better chef compared to me! hmmPPh...
  6. wah...see how many things i can do a day!! friday itself i was out the whole day. but today i worked the whole day!! waAaaaa...but to make up for that, i'm going clubbing later!! like in 15 mins time? haha i'm such a good girl these days, i didn't go clubbing so often anymore. :P

hAhaha... i'm just so happy! i have plans up ahead for next week toO! ngek ngekZzz..

Monday, October 03, 2005

blOODy farkIng drUnk piecE of Shit

sOO friggIn lots of things happened lately...let's see, where can i start?? erm.. ok, back to last thursday. had my management test on that day, it was pure shit. i couldn't do most of the questions... no more A already. and i spent my night before that studying till wee hours in the morning with only a few half-an-hour-naps. da process was like study-fell asleep-study-fell asleep..terrible and very torturing. thursday night: me and my collegemates went luna bar. hAha.. i thought it was nice there so i ajaked everyone go. there were 11 of us and we all had cranberry vodka. Mmm..yummy. da purpose was to relax after management test and celebrate be-early iris birthday! got her a cHoc mud cAke.. yUmMm... and they spent half of it for face painting :p it was like 1 am..then we left. i thought i could get a good nights sleep that thursday night but hell...NO!

my bf was supposed to send me home after luna bar.. and we stopped by at ss2 to get some food. my luck was still as bad...i never get to sleep that night. i was standing at the steamboat place in front of 7-11, ss2 and saw these 2 bloody no-use-freaking-bastard-drunkards drinking big bottles of beer in front of 7-11. both of the guys were totally wasted! they were throwing their empty bottles on the road and everywhere. one of the guys started heading to the car with the help of the other guy.. he couldn't even walk straight! actually, i don't think he could even walk! the one who are the most drunk got into the drivers seat, and i told my boyfren "so drunk redi how to drive lar?". i knew i had a bad feeling bout that... few minutes later, i was proven right because the bloody-useless-freaking-drunk-farker just reversed right onto my boyfrens car. hAhaha... talking bout intuition. he has the guts to speed off after that.. that farker. cost me my bf's car and my beauty sleep! you know, i wouldn't be so mad if he has the balls to come down from the car and apologise before going home to die.

the farker's description: fair-plump arsehole in his early twenties. short ugly black hair. loves drinking beer in front of 7-11 like a drunk beggar. drives a silver Proton Waja, car plate no. is WMN 1040. probably has a small dent on the left side of his back bumper by now. anyone who saw this car around, plz tell me... i'll reward you. and better if you can draw a nice pig on his bonnet with your keys.

my darling has to go to police station and make report and i have to sit in the car and wait for an hour! and he was starving cos he lost his appetite. i on the other hand has just invested in my eye bags. had to teman him the whole night cos he was so down.. accompanied him till 8 something in the morning and i have class at 10. shitty bastard.. wait till i get my hands on him. REVENGE@!

damn... my poor darling. his car was like his wife.. and the damage was quite bad... until some metal poked out and scratched the tyre once in a while.. and now he has to send his car away for repair. which will take almost 2 weeks! and these 2 weeks i can't go out with him at night already because he has no car and he doesnt allow me to drive out alone at night. argHH... that fARKER!

shall be continued....