"You know when you listen to music playing from another room? And you're singing along because it's a tune that you really love? When a door closes or a train passes by so you can't hear the music anymore, but you sing along anyway...then, no matter how much time passes, when you hear the music again, you're still in the exact same time with it. That's what love is like." Anonymous
I used to feel that way. Not very long ago as a matter in fact.
Recently, i don't think that's true anymore. I don't feel like I'm in the exact same time anymore and I don't get memories by the particular song any longer.
It's sad I know... I didn't want to feel this way. I've tried millions of ways to change things but if the other party is not willing to, it'll never work. ALL sorts of ways, i.e. advice, surprises, heart to heart talk, whatever... to the other party, it's just normal blabbering that does not worth a minute of thought.
So here I am. Blabbering bout my life to a computer and probably many strangers online.