and it was really just 'that'.
At first it feels like a complicated thing.
To risk it or not to risk it.
Anyone having too much fun wouldn't risk it.
I think I just did.
I always do.
Why can't I for once be an idiot that leech on false hopes and take the dead end road that was laid with beautiful sceneries along the way?
Because an idiot always get the happiness all the way, and end up an idiot only at the end.
The smart ass always tries to be smart in finding out the truth.
And yes, the world is always filled with cruel truth.
Only ignorance brings you away from it.