Was so prepared to go back to work after going off for a month.
Wore a new dress and new pair of heels to celebrate this new beginning.
Beginning that I thought would be great wonderful ones.
Received one gempar news in the morning.
Received another super gempar news before lunch. But for my sake, it was not confirmed.
I was just told to emotionally prepare for it.
So I thought it won't happen till another few days or weeks.
After lunch, the super gempar news is confirmed.
And it's sooner than I thought.
What a waste.
I wore new clothes and shoes to celebrate the beginning of my dooms day.
* Can someone just shoved bleach into my throat, blind my eyes, put me in coma so that I don't need to face the monster from the gempar news?!*